True forgiveness

My heart ache
I am tried of holding on to this
This emotion is weighing me down
Gotta let go

But it is hard really hard
But I hurt so bad
What she did hurt so bad
She cut me so bad

She asked for forgiveness
To move on I have to grant her forgiveness
But can I grant her true forgiveness
I have to release myself from this darkness

But can I really forgive her
When I am not at peace with her
Will I still be friends with her
Will I still talk to her

But I am tired
I have to forgive her
I have to let go
Free myself from this emotion

Finally I forgive her
I feel at peace
True forgiveness brings peace.

Innocent memories

Taking a trip down memory lane
Thinking about the memories I made
I cherised a lot of them
But don't remeber all of them

The childhood memory I would love to relive
The best memory is me and my friends
Together like before
Gathered around the table

One of the best times of my life
I wish I could relive
Watching a movie
Talking about stuffs
Sharing a jokes

Those where the good ol days.
But it's all gone now
But still fresh in my mind

Dead me

 

I feel my body getting weaker
My body was getting colder
As I lay on the grass
Which was as cold as brass

Suddenly my eyes open
I realised I was out in the open
I no longer felt anything
But I could see people moving something

I took a peek and saw me
The dead me
I started to walk away
Not knowing where but going through one way