knowledge or exam

                                                                                                                                                                                                           
                                           

Hi we are in the festive season and we are out of school. before we left for festive break we were told to always read our books so as to pass our exams, that statement really confuse me I begin to ask myself why do our teachers always tell us to read our books. I know it is good to read your book but they make it sound like if you don't read you will be useless that only book can bring you success. I know that part is true but it has deviated our reason for reading.
     Many student now read book to pass exams I know cause our teacher says if you don't read you cannot pass your exam, that their favourite saying and if you don't know a subject or topic it means you are not serious, playful and want to destroy your life. even our parents want us to pass our exam badly. which makes me think do we need knowledge or we need to pass exams because nobody is focusing on knowledge but exams

self esteem

                                  
 
Me and my big bro were just talking about ourselves and what we have faced in life, he is studying psychology in the university, so he was now trying to know my personality, so as we were talking he said he noticed that I have a low self esteem. I hate having to accept it but I know it is true.
     So I was telling him that am not that bad am trying be better, he now showed me a girl in his class
that was an emotional wreck, she was always called stupid and she accepted it, if you take a look at her you wont know she is like that she is good looking but has a low self esteem. My brother showed me their chat and I felt pity for her when I compare her to my self I think am better, I might be a little bit insecure but not to that extent. I hope all the people who have low self esteem around the world will be able to overcome their low self esteem and be a better person

Fearful Dream

                                         



I just started thinking about something, am I really going to achieve my dreams they seem too big for me, I just wanna change Nigeria that one of my biggest dream but not in a political way but in an industrial and medical way, but its just too big and am scared that I might not achieve it.
      Well you can blame me am Libran(Zodiac sign) and we fantasied a lot. this made me remember my friend that said that said that he wanted to be the first astronaut to travel to the Sun, all the guys that heard him laugh but he got me inspired that if the white people do it why cant we do it, so have decided to do something about it, I just hope am able to achieve it.

Missing friends

 

                                                                                                
                                                  

Wow I just feel lonely, nobody to talk to except my brothers.I was just scrolling through my pictures
 I just remembered my friends,the ones have left and the ones that left and am missing them increasingly because most of them are not on social network, those who are some have their phone seized.
 Even the school I go to (I call it a school because they act like a school start by 9:00am-3:00pm) it is hard to mix believe me am trying but it not easy, am really missing my peeps. Well , I guess it part of growing up u have to leave some part of you to get some fresh experience. I just wish they will just come online one day and we can talk it will be so cool. I love my friends dearly, well I will just wait and try to make new friends.
 I only hope that they have not forgotten me yet.

why do we die?

    

      Hello guys I decided to start a blog, because I just need to say my mind I didn't got to school
today because a guy died am from Nigeria by the way when I went to the bus stop waiting for a bus,
then I heard that a petrol tanker fell on a commercial cyclist and because of that there was traffic jam. I was scared what if the tanker caught fire and the whole place blow up.
 I imagine a lot of things, that just me so I just decided to go back home, while I was going my mind started wandering, what if the tanker fell on the bus I entered, where will I be right now believe me I had a lot of accident, but not on the route I always take. well that just life people come people go but I just feel sorry for the family, who expect the man to be back to bring something back home.